| Location | Claughton, Wirral |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 30/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 28/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,137 since 07/11/2008 |
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Niia was born sleeping after 41 glorious weeks of carrying her. She was our first and much wanted
baby girl. I had a textbook preganancy and was eagerly awaiting her arrival...as were so many
others. By the time she was due on 17th April, her nursery was decorated and the house was prepared
for her imminent arrival!
After a visit from the midwife at 41 weeks, my contractions started that weekend....being a first
timer...I wasn't sure if 'this was it', I'd awoken for so many days wondering if today would be the
day...
By sunday afternoon though, all had gone quiet again. I had felt Niia move on the Saturday evening
as she was such a fidget in the evenings! Contractions all saturday night had left me distracted
from feeling her wriggling about....I listened in with a stethoscope sunday evening, and there was
her heartbeat galloping away. Monday morning I did the same, galloping again...but something just
didn't feel right. There had been no wriggling, no pushing mummy away if I leant on her..
So I rang the hospital and popped up to get checked out. Daddy was at work just in the next building
if we needed him.
The midwife Kelly couldn't find your heartbeat on the monitor though, we thought maybe you were just
lying the wrong way....so we 'cheated' and had a quick scan....only to hear those three fatal
words.....'I'm so sorry'. Our beautiful girl was gone.
We were so close, yet suddenly so far from being with you.
I was induced two days later and you were born at 20.55 that evening....so beautiful and so still.
We miss you so much now, everyday is filled with 'what ifs'. The day I left you behind a piece of me
and daddy stayed too. The pieces of our hearts will never truly mend, as there will always be a hole
were you should be Niia. We love you our beautiful girl,
x x Mummy and daddy x x
We have since found out that Niia isn't with us due to placental insufficiency. Something which
should have been picked up since she never grew bigger than 36 week size....I love you baby girl
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1st birthday of a special little girl
One year on and remembered by lots of people who were eager to meet you but didnt get the chance. You will be remembered this year and every year on your birthday 30th April. Lots of love and hugs, Sam. xxxx
Happy 1st Birthday Niia ~x~X~x~
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Sending Love to you all
Love Lorraine & Sam ~x*X*x~
A Special Birthday
(author unknown)
Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special, birthday.
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away.
Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.
Help them to remember, Lord that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today
Is a special birthday!
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
~ Thinking of you Natalie ~
Sending Love & Flaoty Kisses
to you & precious Niia ~x*X*x~
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Love always
Lorraine & Sam
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To little niia, All my love to you my little sweet heart, so wish we could of met, and i could of given you all of the cuddles and kisses i wanted to give you,but know i am cuddling you in my heart now, May god keep you and love you for always, for now he is giving you those cuddles for me. All my love forever my little sweet heart, and all my love to mum and dad to. From uncle wayne. miss you always xxxx
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A Real Special Hug!
I'm sending you this hug
Just to say hi,
In case you were wondering
The reason why.
You're a special friend
With a real kind heart,
I'd hug you myself
But we're too far apart.
So here is this poem
To cheer up your day,
I picked out this hug
And sent it your way.
A real special hug
To say that I care,
To thank you for being there
Throughout the whole year.
happy new year.
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I'm going to tell you something
I hope you'll never have to know
I'll tell you how a heart can break
And tears can constant flow
I lost my baby girl you see
an angel in my eyes
God chose to take her hand one day
And led her to the skies
But please do not forget my child
She was a person too
And forever she will live
Inside of me and you
So please don't ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring her back again
Just tell me she is happy
In the land way up above
She's snuggled in an angels wing
All wrapped in mummy's love.
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